Jinx

I could hardly believe it when I heard from Missy’s friend the other day that Jinx, the beautiful and playful German Shepherd that I had recently photographed, was gone. I knew that he had hip dysplasia, as some large breed dogs can be predisposed to, as well as a degenerative spinal condition. Their vet had warned them that since the degeneration had begun, things could happen quickly and there was little that could realistically be done for this eight year old boy. He would start by having some bad days, then bouncing back. But the good days would eventually be fewer and farther between, until the number of bad days far outweighed the good, and the question really becomes one of quality of life for your pet. Even with this knowledge, I don’t think you can ever be fully prepared to see your beloved pet begin to deteriorate before your very eyes. The most difficult part of this condition was the fact that Jinx’s mind and spirit were still intact, but he was completely unable to move his entire back half, could not lift himself up from the floor, and his immobility must have been completely confusing and frustrating to this big boy. It was clear that his condition would not ever get better.

Of all the decisions we make concerning our pets and their well being, deciding that the time has come to say goodbye is by far the most difficult decision any pet parent will ever have to make. Because they cannot speak for themselves, pets are entirely dependent upon us to act on their behalf and in their best interest. It’s a huge burden of responsibility we accept when we bring our animals into our homes and into our lives as members of our family. It’s a personal and loving decision, and it takes courage to assume this last duty of responsibility to a pet who has given us constant companionship and unconditional love. Knowing when to let your pet go requires a great deal of agonizing consideration, not only of your pet’s condition but also of your own willingness to let go and to do what can only be described as the ultimate act of compassion. And this last act of compassion you can extend to your pet comes with its own set of fear, guilt and grief. You can seek professional advice from a vet, and comforting or supportive advice from friends and family, but ultimately, only you can make the call on when it is time to let your pet go. And in the end, we have to take solace in knowing that we gave our animals unconditional love, the best life that we were able to, and that the decisions we make about their final days are made selflessly and out of pure love for your precious friend. It is never easy, and my heart goes out to Missy and Matt not only for the loss of their beloved boy, but also for the heart-wrenching decision they were forced to make.

Even when I met him, it was clear that he was having trouble with his legs. He was so happy and playful, but had a difficult time getting around so we took many breaks in between shots. It was a hot day, but he loved to be outside with his mom, exploring his yard and playing with his gargantuan-sized Cuz Ball! (Seriously, I had never seen one that big before!)

I loved capturing this sweet moment between Jinx and his mommy! He hung on her every move.

Goodbye, sweet boy Jinx. May you gallop effortlessly through the green grass just as you did as a pup. You were LOVED!